sometimes, its weird.. when you needed someone so much, till you even begged for her to stay.. for me, i never done it to anyone else except for her.. she is everything that matters to me.. although now she said she forgiven me (actually just a YA, when i said im sorry), but i dont feel so calm.. actually, i just hope i never did that mistake in the same place.. i never have to be in this awkward moment again.. hurm.. if only i could turn back time..
dear friends,
no matter how long its gonna take for you to forgive me, im willing to face it.. no matter how far it might take me, i try my best to keep the pace.. as long as i have you as my friend, as long as i have to look at my hands.. i try my best to have no more lies between us.. i tell you everything.. and everything indeed...
thank you for giving me another chance to be your friend, its not the poem that touch me, its all in your heart that satisfied me.. thank you..
when you're not here to share my day and night,
my life is so incomplete,
for you are my heart, my soul,
the 'oneness' i had known to seek.
without you, i merely exist from day to day,
with you i know that i will find,
all that i have been searching for,
my completeness, my eternal peace of mind.
you are the keeper of my dream,
the one who holds my heart in her hands,
the one i want to spend my life with,
the one with whom i will always stand.
forever is what i want with you,
our heart may found one another
maybe not as lovers,not as a soul-mate,
but as friends it shall do...
